wed; 10hours of flight left, an italian couple, and my luggage in sydney

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thurs; nice fattening lunch, accompanied with bad allergy n 5 jabs in the clinic

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fri; too drowsy frm the medicine, but i do rmb tt i miss my betty and shun

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sat; ziyang n eski bar with zq, frank, ed, shaun, weili, alicia.

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now; feelin gloomy n i cant help it.

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i guess i will never be happy cos i always have so many wants.

like how i want to buy all the clothes in the mng sale, and i ended up walkin out of the store buying nothing. like how i want everything to be planned n perfect, but i always end up changing my mind in the very last minute.

sighs.

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now that i m back in sg n feeling all happy n pleased, i m starting to dread the time when i have to fly off to melb again. the first flight felt surreal so that eased the pain a little. not this one though. this one is probably going to hit me real bad. sighs. n to top it ALL off. think i m gonna get 'great' company, whether i like it or not.

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feeling down, if yu cant already tell.