once in a while, when you've got too much time to spare, would you start thinkin silly things? like wondering if life could have become better, wishing you could go back in time and undo some episodes, lamenting about the mosquitoes and flies buzzing around, whining about how life is made unfair? and in the end of it all, the feeling of dread and helplessness start to overwhelm you, and you just dont know what to do?

sighs.
is this pms or what?