i suddenly feel cold all around
the pinch has become more obvious
still it lingers

who can i now trust
with the inner depths
the deepest of the deepest
voices that even i myself fail to hear when i strained my ears
but you used to bring them out so clearly

fairy-tale-indulged
or plain stupidly childish?

but
i dont like second guessing
i dont like withholding the truth
i dont like misunderstandings
cos they staged the saddest stories

sometimes u say the right things
sometimes u seemingly find the right things to say
what's the difference?

the pinch
had left a bruise.

i dont want to let death conquer
but is the battle already over? defeated.
i wish death will no longer take away my dears

please
dont let me stop believing in the beauty of things
dont let go of that rope of hope, the one that i held on to in the dark!

please
reach out for me when i cry to You
bring me out of the stormy sea
i am sorry if i have started to drown
i am sorry i didnt make you prouder than i can

please
dont forsake me

please
take me in

i am still sinking
the water's got into my ears
and my eyes have gone under

please
grab my hands

and at Your voice
moutains tremble, nations will shake
wounds will be healed, the blind will see.
the deaf with hear, the hungry will be filled
the weak will be strong, the poor becomes rich.
the God i believe in.
the God i know and love.

let Your love be the song of my heart.

come live in me
all my life
take over