growth

someone innocently pointed out to me that it's the third quarter of the year already. haha, my heart did a sigh upon hearing that. has it been that long, time goes by so quickly. an all too familiar phrase, i bet. repeated year after years and month after months. perhaps time seem to be going by quickly because nothing in the span has made time worthwhile. hmm, but it couldn't be, cos life has been pretty exciting the last i recounted. i learnt to swim, took my first dive, made a few short trips out of town. ice-skating, roller-blading, night-cycling, bowling, pooling, lan-ing. ha! i discovered quite a bit of things, went to places i have never gone before. i started working, got settled in a new church, filled my schedule from morning to night, made quite a number of new friends...

so... perhaps it's the lack of internal growth & character development. cos i cant say today that i have matured in thought and fine-tuned in character since 9 months ago. perhaps i have been too busy trying to 'settle in'. hm, something that i need to be more conscious of in the rest of the year to come? gotta catch up.

I will sprinkle clean water on you,

and you will be clean;

I will cleanse you from all your impurities

and from all your idols.

I will give you a new heart

and put a new spirit in you;

I will remove from you your heart of stone

and give you a heart of flesh.

And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws.

- Ezekiel 36:25-27