nightmared.

maybe cos' i emo-ed too much last night (about andrea leaving), or perhaps cos i was thinking too much about singapore.. either way, this morning was horrible. i could hear my alarm & the phone ringing in the distance, but i was trapped on a MRT train. it was filled with gunfights, violence, blood and racial tensions. what a horrible nightmare. i woke up in cold sweat, 2 hours late. yuck. i dont ever want such vivid nightmares again. i dont want nightmares that i can't control.