getting a little too excited / nervous / excited to sleep. cliche as it sounds, i cant put to words how i feel in this moment. it's just looking at how it was, and how it has become and thinking of how it will be.. it takes courage & strength, perseverance & focus. but yah, a milestone it is. ahh bah kaarhhhs blue ppooopp harr keee! that was.. for lack of an expression. eeeeks.